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That's all :P
 
 
Bea
And I get the urge to vent to nothingness about superficial things like boyfriends. K, here goes.

Today is Monday the 6th of August. He broke it off on Thursday the 2nd of August. There has been no awkwardness, we're civil, still chat (if briefly) in the evenings. I wasn't too heartbroken when he called it off, truthfully, because we'd only just started getting close (lasted a little over two months, which in high school means something IMO). It smarts that it's over, of course. I was really, really starting to like him.

Anyway. So he calls it off because reasons, all valid I suppose. We were both seeking a rebound partner for our previous heartbreaks (dramatic as we are) and that went well for me, as I am now over my previous partner. But he isn't. Or at least I don't think he is. Already he's whining to me about how this new flame of his (wound, meet salt) and how he's now got a 'second chance' with them and that they 'haven't checked their messages' because he apparently is trying to talk to them and, oh, for fuck's sake, man, I know I said we'd still be good friends and that we would still talk easily and whatnot after the relationship, but it hasn't even been a week and you're blatantly chasing someone else? Does wonders for my ego, I'll tell you that now.

It's not the person he's chasing that upsets me. It's how so damned quickly he got over it, because he was much more upset by the breakup (his reasons were to do with his parents' loathing me and that he really needed to concentrate on schoolwork because I'm a distraction) than I was. But then maybe that was an act. He does drama, after all, and he's bloody good at it. In which case, what the fuck did I do wrong in those two months? He never said anything, and when I asked, he said I didn't do anything wrong.

I don't have a fandom as fallback for my silly grief either. Hmph. Think I'll just go to bed then.
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Bea
21 April 2011 @ 03:50 pm
Ahoy thar. It's been too long. And, truly, I have nothing new to say other than...

oh... THAT phandom...

yeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaah.
 
 
feeling: cheerfulcheerful
 
 
Bea
Have you ever...Collapse )

I really need to go outside. It's spring, for chrissake.
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Bea
01 July 2010 @ 09:11 pm
i can has meme with LJ cutCollapse )

Well, that was fun...
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feeling: cheerfulcheerful
sound: Simpsons Hit+Run Level 1 Soundtrack
 
 
Bea
15 June 2010 @ 10:56 pm
A long meme to pass the time.

80 question memeCollapse )

Snag or don't, whatever.

Life's got its redeeming moments, even in the shittiest of days. Just like today.

Happy mid-year nothingness.
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Bea
07 June 2010 @ 10:17 pm
I don't expect comment on these entries, in case I look like a sad teenager with no life. Which is half right anyway, I suppose.

the RL front (the part I expect no-one gives much of a shit about): the whole divorce situation seems to have calmed down. Not totally used to it at the moment but I'll get there.
I'm startlingly happy with my, hmm, personal life shall we say, which my parentals do not (of course) know about. I suppose they wouldn't mind. The only unexpected bit would be that I'm not with a boy, haha.
And I found The Sims 2 at an op-shop for $4 - full version - it works perfectly. :D

the online front (which I guess is more involved, LJ-wise):
HAPPY BIRTHDAY [info]june7rose (I mean, I'm only guessing, ;) but June 7 must mean SOMETHING if not your birthday. Right? lol. I'm forgetful about this kinda thing.)
EARLY HAPPY BIRTHDAY [info]siriuss3 just because I most likely won't be on in two days' time.

As for the norribeth fanfic archive updating thingymajig. Well, that was just before the divorce stuff was thrown at me. I did compile oneshots, but not the chaptered stories, be they complete or WIPs.

I can post just the oneshot list if anyone's interested...?
 
 
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sound: Dancing Through Life - Wicked
 
 
Bea
27 May 2010 @ 06:59 pm
There's about a minute to go before Day of Silence begins.

http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=121883621157123

http://www.24ofsilence.has.it/

:D
 
 
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Bea
10 April 2010 @ 02:56 pm
As I promised to june7rose:

I would compile - accurately enough - all current chapters of Commodore's Pleasure, and they are here!

Well, under this cut.Collapse )
Also! As I scrolled back I discovered that there were many fics to be compiled yet again, so I am working on that too. That should be done by the end of the weekend, if I'm lucky. There's a hell of a lot. But then, what else does a girl do during school break?